I'm sorry.

So far there is ony two, as each day goes by, i'll add two more, depending on the day,
I know you hate this, I know you said you'd stop talking to me, but do you really think that's what I need? No. I'm sorry, I'm doing this, but I can't stand this anymore, it's just to much. You think you understand what's going on in my head, just because were best friends, but I'm sorry, you don't, you have no idea what's going on with me anymore, but we both pretend like I'm okay, when we both know that's not true, you are my best friend but sometimes I want to punch your face into a wall, but yet sometimes I just want to spill the truth. Tell you everything, but I can't risk losing you, so I guess we're going to be playing this "game".

I'm sorry.