Is someone ever going to be there 4 me ?

You know what i realized? That i can't trust anyone!!!! Not even my ******* family i mean what the hell? Aren't you supposed to have @ least one person you can trust in this world? Or not ? Well for me ther isn't :( o well what am i going to do right ? Like im going through a lot of **** right now in my life and its really hard for me to handl soooooo yeah. Im in sooo much pain (emotionally) that its rediciouls i mean its unbelievible the samllest things affect me sooo much:/ I hate being who i am and stuff......i hate my life eand everything;/ and if you are reading this you are probably going to say to yourself wow she really feels bad for herself but honestly i dont give a **** what the hell you think<3 if you think it bothers me then good keep thinking whatever the **** you want bye i love all my friends <3