i'm sick of it.

see, guys like treating me like utter shit. i try to be good for them and it's still not good enough. like what the hell?

i haven't dated in 3 years and i honestly don't know what love is anymore and i don't want to know what it is. i'm pretty sure that stuff hurts. it hardly ever lasts anyway, right?

i made this account to write and socialize, but now i'm regretting it, i got treated like dirt on my first day here. wow, new record isn't it?

sometimes i wonder why i like guys, they are heartless assholes, who don't give a crap about other people's feelings, they think they can play with your heart for a little while, throw you out like your nothing, and then you'll get over it. hello, no, no one would get over that! it's cruel. i'm a sensitive person so it's painful for me.

i'm honestly crying right now, because i'm angry, sad, and emotional. yeah, i'm a guy, and i'm crying. but i'm not heartless like some of the other guys. i have a heart, and i know other people do too. so i wouldn't hurt them. but i'm just so...fhvdjsbs right now.

i'm sick of all of it. i can't deal with anyone anymore.