nan

nan even though you've just left us i miss you so much, i feel terrible that i wasn't with you and i wish you was still here. i hate that i'm never going to see you again, or get to hug you or bake cookies and cakes with you like we used to when i was young. i love you so much and you're going to be so missed by everyone. hearing that someone sat in your seat drove me nuts, no one should sit in your seat but you. i knew something was wrong when mum and dad hadn't come home last night i knew that something was happening and that i didn't want to wake up tomorrow to find out that you've gone but that's excatly what happened and i just wish i could have seen you more then i did. i'm glad you went in your sleep so you wasn't in as much pain as you were for months at least i can think of you as peaceful. i hope you looked over your life and smiled knowing you have so many people that you love. i wish i could be strong but i can't all i can do is cry. i love you nan and you're going to be in my heart forever RIP.