ARGH!!! Freaking Hell!

God's Sake... I just want to die right now.

There is this guy called Nathan that I totally love, and have done for many weeks and the moment I pluck up the courage to ask him out, he tells me that he fancies one of my freaking best friends, and could I ask her out for him!

Bastard.

I can't take school anymore, coz from the moment I told people I was bi, everywhere I turn there are sicko freaks telling me I'm a stupid manky bitch who pervs on girls in the changing rooms.

Then, when I get home, I find out that I am in deep crap for no apparent reason, and can't go down Stockport with Vicki, and I bet she will be mega dissapointed, coz she hasn't been for the past 3 weeks because of my mother telling me it's 'not safe.' I know she's trying to protect me, but I can deal with these things.

So yeah. All of these things seem really little, but when they all hit you at once, you just want out.

And I do.
I just want out.
I can't sleep.
Everything's gone so wrong.
Why is it all so wrong?
I know I'm crazy.
But I don't care.
I feel so out of it.
I just want to die.