Mom (Lyrical)

'Heartfelt' poem made out of Evanescence lyrics.. again.
Thought I'd add a game. Anyone wanna take a stab at which songs every lyric is from?
Feel free not to.
I wouldn't.
Hah.

Swallowed up in the sound of my screaming,
Cannot cease for the fear of silent nights.
I know I can stop the pain,
If I will it all away.
They don't know you can't leave me,
They don't hear you singing to me.
When all this time I've been so hollow inside.
I know you're still there.
Will you be on the other side,
Or will you forget me?
I lie awake and try so hard not to think of you.
But who can decide what they dream?
And dream I do.
The nightmare I built my own world to escape
I look in the mirror and see your face,
if I look deep enough.
Grieving the things I can't repair.
I hate me,
For breathing without you.
I long to be like you,
Lie cold in the ground like you.
I believe our love can see us through in death.
I'd be right beside you forevermore.
We're all grieving,
Lost and bleeding.
I can't see your star.
Why can't you feel me calling your name?
Can't break the silence,
It's breaking me.
Now, I have nothing worth fighting for.
If I only knew how to pull myself apart.
Should it hurt to love you?
Should I feel like I do?
I want to save you from the dark.
Please don’t let go.
When will this hole in my heart be mended?
Who now is left alone but me?
I can't stay here another night
I’ve tried so hard to tell myself that you’re gone,
but though you’re still with me,
I’ve been alone all along.
It’s just hard to say goodbye.