whisked away to hospital and i dont know if hes okay

my friend comes online and tells me hes cut up again, and later on in the convo he starts telling me hes carving into his wrists I Dont Love You and after he says hes finished i get no reply for 30 minutes and it started to worry me, then one of his friends from the unit found him in a pool of his own blood and called the ambulence and oh god i cant deal without him, wether he knows it or not hes a special kid, hes helped me and other kids stop self harming, and i dont want him to die, she said he was just barely breathing and im so fucking worried about him, hes been in hospital for 2 days before lost alot of blood and this time will be different, and the other problem is i live half way accros the world and dont have the money to get over to where he is and visit him in hospital and be with him.

i dont want him to fucking die. hes the only person who is true to me.