Howdy

I love to write. I have been a member on this website for 3+ years obviously for that reason. The only problem is; I have never ever finished anything. I feel like I have all of these really good ideas in my head, and I have no idea how to even begin putting them on a word document, because the minute I do, I'd stop writing it and forget about it for a few months, then I come back a reread it and think that it's complete and utter garbage and I delete it. Poof. Gone forever. Or at least, gone to wherever deleted computer pdfs go......pdf heaven? Fuck...I don't even believe in people heaven, much less pdf heaven.

It makes me feel completely worthless as a writer-because I know that I can do it. So tonight I am loading up on coffee, and typing. All night. Wish me luck!