Understanding

So this is the first time for me using a site like this where I don't know anyone and I can't be prejudged. I hate prejudice people and their bloody attitudes, I've started to realise recently that I've lost the will to even care about things. For example, the little things like going to the cinema, gigs, bars, theme parks - nothing excites me any more, never mind how much I want it to, I feel careless in a bad way like nothing affects me, I'm so bored with everything and it sucks.
Everything's turned to crap for now and I sound like a right miserable git.