Everyone says this is the happiest time of your school life. But why do I feel so dreadful? I mean it's supposed to be filled with new beginnings once I graduate, right.
But in my opinion, this is gonna be the most stressful year. College applications, balancing band/marching band, keeping my grades up, trying to find a job, visit colleges, taking SAT's and ACT's, ten page papers (no problem), and take college prep.
I'm going to be stressing so much, I just feel it. I'm in the summer and I'm already worried about it. >_<
I wanna follow my dreams, I wanna be a famous writer; who, gets their books so famous to be made into a movie!
I have to find a college where I can major in English, cause lets face it, if I major in creative writing, I won't be able to find a decent job.
Then lets pile my home life on this.
It just makes my life more hectic! I can't even invite some of my family to my graduation because my cousins are idiots, who need to learn that just cause they're in their twenties doesn't mean that they don't have to keep their mouth shut.
My parents have been fighting, and to tell you, they haven't fought over something so serious EVER! I find out my parents have kept a secret for seventeen years, that emotionally broke me, and my nineteen year old sister.
My little sister is five and she's gonna have a f**ked up life if this S**t doesn't stop. Can you cuss on these?
Meh.
Let's add the stress of me not knowing who I am anymore too.
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