Life update. Cancer and the likes.

Still haven't heard anything from the cancer front. They told me I was all clear and then the doctor tapped about on his computer some and said "Wait, there might have been a mix up" naturally I asked what he means and basically he thinks he has the wrong resaults >.<

The financial front has just gone from bad to worse. E-on are charging me about £60 extra at the exact same time that my money goes down by £50 odd.

Love life gone better :) in a relationship now. With a man called Ryan. He is fab :) more on him later. Maybe in another entry.

Court is still going on, next hearing is in August. I've got 7 days left to complete my statement on why I am going for custody and I have hardly wrote any of it. Why? Because I don't know how to word it or even where to start there are so many things. Short of simply writing a list (which I was told wouldn't be acceptable in a court of law).

Got my MH report from the EIS doctor the other day as well.

That was horrible to read.

My last addmitance into hospital though was in February 2011 though :) a full year ago!!

My last serious self harm was 4 months ago. My last superficial was 2 months ago but that was seriously superficial.

So yeah.
All in all it's gone sour.
There are good things and bad things.
More bad.
Still good.

I get to see Nathan tomorrow so that is good.

Love my little fellah loads.
Two in August! Time goes by so fast.

I'm going now.
Hope you guys are okay.
Much love.

xxx Belle xxx