You had a bad day?

Today is one of those days.
Nothing to do but studying, the weather is not so great either.
My mood is swinging and memories are coming back.
I'm talking to myself in English and trying not to talk to anyone else.
I miss the silence of my days in Cardiff.
Been listening to old songs that brought back old memories of summers and friends. Not good. Not good at all. I hate how music can make me think so much sometimes.
Also, in my full bad mood moment, I had the brilliant idea of opening again the box with all my diaries, pics and stuff from the last 15 years. Fucking great uh. I almost cried. Well done myself.
Don't even know if this makes sense anymore. Probably not.
Just hope tomorrow they're gonna call me for a job in September, maybe even before, and that means some money for gigs and holidays. Fingers crossed.
Will go watch some Criminal Minds now. Cheers.