Ugh...

It feels like I'm losing one of my best friends.
I don't really talk to her as much as I used to and...I don't know.
Things are just...different.
I don't know why either.
...
& it really sucks because I'm not good with losing friends.
I start to feel like everyone hates me & I start thinking really bad thoughts.
I start thinking that no one would care if I die and shit like that.
Yeah.
This sucks.