Long gone

It's funny how the only person I really looked forward to seeing every day at school is now out of my life. I won't ever forget the name. I know that in his eyes I am nothing special. But, will he ever learn how fond I was of him? I put so much into one person. I know people think I'm weird because I stick my heart onto one person instead of playing the field and going out with a whole bunch of people like a normal teenager, but I can't do it! I get so attached it scares me. It kills me how much I love him... When he talks to me I get so nervous. I hope I see him again because it would be a shame to have never had him know that I was the love he would have never lost. I want to cry so badly.