Why I stare at you

He is sooo... I like him... He is so gorgeous. He knows I like him. He doesn't know why i'll bet. This bitch Christine got in the way. I don't like her now. I'm pissed. I never expected this. I liked him, I was talking to my friend Kaye Lynsy and then Christine was eavsdropping and told him nasty things i NEVER said... It made me sick to know that. I wanted to throw up and cry. But, I didn't let myself take things to the next level. I'm so awkward with this whole thing now. I haven't talked to, or texted him since this happened. I guess that's ok. Iram. He is GORGEOUS <3 I like you. I like the way you flip your hair. I like your hair. I wish you liked me but I know you don't. She says you have been persued by many. I know that this feeling won't go away. It's stupid how I let this get ahold of me and affect my living conditions. She told you lies and now i'm pissed. When i'm looking at you all I think is, "Talk to me dumbass!" You know I like you, and you comment about me, I like knowing that you at least know who I am. I like that when I walk you look at me. I don't like that I don't know what you're thinking about me. Won't you tell me? Won't you text me? Won't you spare me and put me out of my counfusion and pain? I am very impatient yet i'd wait all year for you. I like how you laugh, your voice is so deep and sexy. I like it on you and I like that you have whole MINUTES where you stare into my eyes. I don't like that I don't know what you see. Did you know that I noticed you the first day of school? I didn't pay much attention but, trust me I noticed. Then I got seated across from you, do you know what ran through my mind? ,"Oh GOD yes!" I don't know if you know but, I like staring at you. So pure looking and sweet. Well... That's what happened while I was staring