giving up.

i am done. smoking gun.

this week my step sister got arrested. she had 3 ounces of weed. she was smoking it. my mom caught her, called the police, and she was arrested.

we've lost it all. the love is gone.

the next day in school everyone who knew her asked where she was.

i told the truth.

she has won. now there's no fun.

that night i received tweets and text from the people. they all said how pathetic i was. how disgusting i was for sharing personal information. how much they hated me. how much they wished i would've been the one who was arrested. how no one would ever miss me if i was gone. how much of a piece of shit i was. how i was dead to them.

i told the truth.

we've lost it all. the love is gone.

i cut again last night. my arm is in shreds..not that anyone cares.

and we had magic.

i got told that the reason why i have no friends is because how much of a low life i was..for telling the truth.

but i guess i'm on my own. i'm done trying to fight people just to get them to say hello.

maybe it would be better if one day i just..left.

monday is going to be hard.

all because i told the truth.

babe. you lost me.