I honestly did not think it'd end up like this. Where I smile at the littlest texts or when a cheesy love song comes on, I actually enjoy it!
Ugh, what is wrong with me. I thought us girls were silly when it came to boyfriends and romance, but now I see how smitten you can become with said person. I mean when I think about romance, I admit I'm pretty sentimental and a little cheesy, but to actually feel it is something completely different if that makes sense.
I just...I can't deny it. This guy...this unusual guy...has captured le heart. I can't go a day without thinking about him and I actually find myself waiting for his texts, and just ugh. That's not even the worst part! Last time we hung out, we made a joke about making red velvet cupakes because I said my hair looks like it and after that he started craving cake. Soo...
Last night he sent a text about not having a good night because of something that happened. So what do I do? I go out to the store and buy some damn cake mix, because I'd like to bring him some -_- I feel so sappy. I mean, our "relationship" isn't exactly classified as a relationship, but I'm working on it. I really want this work and I'm honestly trying to change my approach, hoping that it helps move things along.
I feel like we have all the elements of being a couple, but I need to hear him say it. I just hope I'm not wasting my time and he'd actually want me as his girlfriend.
Anyone reading this, wish me luck? Pretty please?
Especially on these darn brownies!