The person you made me

God...Its been forever since ive been on here.

well I'm the New Meg. the one with the chip on her sholder. ive dealt with so much shit. I feel in love with a woman that made me believe all her lies. she lied cheated and fucked with my heart and mind. She was my first love.. My first encounter with a heart killer. she put me through hell. i was so stupid. now love scares the shit outta me. i scared to let people in becuase i dont wanna get hurt. i dont wanna go through again.

i cant go through this again