How can i move on

i still love u my chrstmass tree
more than anything
more than vampires
and that is saying so much comeing from me
but that is a problem now
im getting married soon
to a guy that loves me like i love u
and i wish i could lovehim back too
so i have to take my love back...
or i can never be happy
i cant live a long happy life when i cant love my husbend
that just dont work
i only love u
and i can neer love anyon more than this
but i have too
and it kills me inside
so badly
i could i tel u that i have to stop loveing u
when i promised u i wouldnt
ive never taken back or prokenone in y life