Outcast

i feel like a fucking outcast.. i think my friends don't really like me and i feel alone i the whole world.. i just want one really good friend that I can be me with.. we can do really random thing and laugh at nothing together.. is there really a best friend for everone??
and i feel so pathetic 'cos there is one person i wanna be friends with but i don't dare to talk to him... he seems really cool and i think we would get along really well...

my life sucks now....

xoxo
Linda