I can't believe that I let myself believe things changed, or that you changed. I can't believe I actually was hopefull towards the fact that you two were finally over for good. Just when things seem to finally be going good, it's like a smack in the face, saying "Nope, your life sucks and it always will," I can't believe I ever thought there was still a chance for us. Or that I even got excited about seeing you tonight.
I just need to fucking move on. It's about god damn time that I fucking realize that she has you wrapped around her finger and you don't even know it. I mean, never mind the fact that I love you way more than she ever will. But that's the thing; you like her because she doesn't care. You don't want what's right in front of you.
God, I'm just such an idiot. I'm so mad at myself. I'm not even mad at you, I'm mad at myself.
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