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You say your not jealous. you say you don't care when you see them with someone else, you say that your happy just being their friend but truth be told everything that you way is a lie, it it kills you to see him with someone else. it kills you to know that end the end its never going to be enough for him like you never going to be enough for him and you fight, and fight, and cry and scream over someone whos in someone else's arms..... So even though you know it's never going to happen why do you hurt some much when you know the truth?