What?

Are horses mentally stable?

Haha.

I don't know what I'm doing with my life, in all honesty. I'm walking on eggshells in this house, I'm failing out of college, and I'm just not who I used to be. It's rough.

I'm losing myself. I can't even think. I'm in a daze constantly. I'm only sure when I'm with my band, and we've accepted the fact that we're not doing anything serious. So, I start to question why even bother? I almost feel like it's a waste of time, but it's the only thing that keeps me happy, so it can't be.

I wish I knew what I wanted out of life, and what to expect from myself.