secret agony #1

I try to tell you how i feel but all you say is "you're to young to be feeling that way about anything." I stumble over my words to say anything i mean, but before i'm even done you turn away. I struggle and fight against the emotions that i don't like until i am left in complete apathy. You ell me you always be there, but sadly enough my place has been taken more than once. Just because i seem to do amazingly at one point you assume i can take care of myself and turn away. As much as i hate to admit it, though it is true, i look for love in too many places for me to find it, and god knows where ill look next huh? All i can hope for is to feel something for you aside from complete apathy.

Please

Thats all i ask.

As much as you say you love me, you push me further away. Why?
March 28th, 2013 at 06:30am