Hmm Ideas

I can't explain how I feel today.

Half of me feels like I'm not nice enough to people. For some reason I just started thinking about this. I should really try being kinder and more friendly to people. Everyone. Even the assholes. It's a really random thought, but it came to me when some asshole told me to f word myself when I told him he was being an idiot. I shouldn't have called him an idiot; that was mean.

Another half of me is excited but frustrated because of a project I'm thinking of taking on. You know those flash games that break your heart of make you think? Coma, Loved, KOLM, Solitary, Viricide, blah blah blah... I love these flash games and the meaning behind these games are always very complex and deep. I like that a lot. I like how a short game can trigger deep emotions. I want to do that, but I'm not flash designer. Instead it was suggested that I make a "Choose Your Own Adventure" type of story. I love that idea a lot! I want to do it but I have no idea what the basic story would be about. I haven't had enough time to think about it these holidays. I wish I had one more week...