Everythings OK

i just want to talk or type or whatever. but is ther anyone to listen for real this time when she isnt talking to me i feel alone i dont want to baise my happiness on one person i dont mean to put this much on you.. i know its a lot of bullshit. im just so glad there are people who know when something is wrong, they try to comfort me. theyre always trying to see whats wrong. and i dont always want to tell them but they always tell me that they are here for me. i love you all.

HEY STORM!!!
IF YOURE READING THIS I WANT YOU TO PERK UP READ BELOW C:
hello darling, i just want you to know that all of the things not directed towards anyone, theyre dedicated to you because yea.
im sorry for eveything. i really am.
and here are some things im too awkward to say:
1) ugh youre so perf
2) i love cuddling with you
3) i love the butterflies you give me when you hug me from behind
4) being hugged from behind is the best.
5) youre the best
6) i kinda like friend love you, and then i really like you in the way that we are, friend love because youre still my bestie and youre still there like that but then again i think youre perf and youre amazing and i just want to cuddle you because youre good at that shit.