3 Things No One Really Expects About Me

1. I really fucking like Tyler, the Creator.

No shit, that's what I listen to mostly. I think he's so cool. At school, sometimes people will want to know what I'm listening to, and I pull out my headphones and what usually pours out is something like:

"Is that Ford trunk's comfy? (Fuck you!) Fuck me? No, fuck Buffy
That little bitch keeps trying to hunt me
Jumping over gates, what the fuck she want from me?
She keeps sending me garlic
How many times I gotta tell her I’m allergic?"

And of course it's in English and they're silly as sheep so they have a hard time understanding. So I translate.

And mostly, they walk away because I'm weird. But sometimes people insult me and my music tastes. It's okay though.

2. bestgore.com is my favorite website

Because I'm interested in morbid things. I don't post morbid things, mostly because not everyone is into that, and I could get reported (it's happened before), and it's like putting out a piece of my soul. I can't just put my soul out there.

3. I hallucinate all the time. Of one specific "person."

Not because I'm on drugs, not because of a mental illness. Official doctors and therapists either think I'm lying or are completely baffled, but my brother thinks it's probably because I'm so lonely that my brain created someone for me to socialize with. My mother thinks it's a demon or a spirit that wants to possess me.

I don't want medication to make him go away, he's fun. I should stop now.
May 12th, 2013 at 09:22am