problemss

so everyone thinks im OK because i pretend ... because i don't tell them , because i have a good life so they think. No one really knows me, what they know is a lie. they don't know how im emotionally done and feel like im die-ing from inside out. how im starting to give up and just wishing something would happen. most of the time my heart hurts ... for allot of reasons but no one knows ... hell who cares right. i hate when people say " she has no reason to be sad, she has a perfect life" and thats were the world is wrong like i said ...you. don't. know. me. you don't know my problems so don't sit there and tell me i cant be sad... i hate people saying im pretty yea sure with all this stupid makeup on. guys talk to me like im a piece of meat. i guess that's just what they think of me. but i can tell you im just done. so ill put on the act i do and be happy just so the world will shut up because you know what, i have my reasons ..... don't pretend you don't have yours.