writing after a while looking at my dark room letting a few tears fall thinking how has it become this way what was brought upon me
how can words affect me so much to the point to shatter me
making me think how i the strong girl the ice girl with poker face could break by simple words
fall like a tower down and not get up the music still playing in my heart as it hurt more letting more tears fall thinking s this blog really important
should i care that people read it
questions after questions i dont care this feeling in my chest emptiness i want it gone
but no one suspects they think its a boyfriend thing but its not i been having this problems for a while i was just such a good actor as it go worst my face became that of a doll
how could i have left it so long it hurts while playing bad by tablo thinking is it that bad
why do i let people near me
i know this blog gotten of content but who cares its my thoughts and will people even care i dought anyone will read it
its only me and my thoughts alone in this room
this thing that has taken over my emotions has crushed my art and my words i can write poems or draw anymore all i feel is a deep empty hole
will i be able to climb out
or will i perish like so many
were is that fire within me
why have you extinguish
why ................
it only echoes in my head because theirs nobody here
but myself in this big empty room
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