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im glad you find me so easy to hate, even though im not the one in fault. I have not said one word to you or your new boyfriend about not liking the fact that you two are dating. I did not say anything about being mad about you leaving me for your best friend. I even TOLD you we could be friends, my fucking act of not caring. ITS CALLED AN ACT FOR A REASON. its fucking torturous to see you love someone else who you said you wouldnt be able to love in that way. It kills me to read INDIRECT posts about how you hate me... EVEN THOUGH I DID NOT DO SHIT TO EARN YOUR HATE. IF ANYTHING I SHOULD BE MAD AT YOU, BUT NO IM MAD AT EVERYONE ELSE FOR LETTING US THINK WE WERE GOOD FOR EACH OTHER! IM ESPECIALLY MAD AT MYSELF FOR THINKING YOU ACTUALLY LOVED ME, BECAUSE I CANT EVEN DO THAT!!!! but sure let me end with a good note, Fuck you. have a nice day.