smh

Welll today i fangurled for like 3 hours because i gt hit in the face with reality. I mean really in less than 2 months liam james payne will be 20 years old!!! In less then 3 niall james horan will be 20 years old!!! In inless than 8 months harry edward styles will be 20 years old!!! None of them will be teenagers!!! It kills meh. I swear thoose boys torture us. I bet they get feels over themselves!!! I feel like my life is the music video for the song torn. Like really theres nothing left i used to cry my inspiration has run dry thats whats going on nothings fine im torn!!! So much is happening in the fandom to aside from the boys growing up like really. The new 1d 3d movie this is us. The perfume. The girlfriend drama. I swear if another person calls elaunor a beard i will choke them!!! Thats like shipping Haylor or something good god only people with sick minds would ship haylor like really. Oh and i swear i think harry and zayn just sit and doodle designs on a notebook sitting by eachother saying oh look this would look so cute on you and they just get it tattooed on them!!! Which i dont have a problem with their tattoos its just that they seem to get new ones everyday. Personally at first i was crazy in love with some of zayns origional tattoos and then harrys star before it was filled in i thought was so awesome and the wont stop intill we surrender under it was inspirational but to be honest i really like the one direction tattoos the best....and not just because he has kevin tattooed on his arm either haha. Im sorry about this rant and im typing really fast so my spelling probaly sucks but still whatever. Welp ima go its like past midnight here haha!!!