i just feel sad

.. and sometimes its just nice to get it out you know? like, I want to cry, so let me goddamn cry and get it over with.

What's really horrible though, is that the one guy I ever trusted and took as well, my best friend as such, is the reason for my unfounded sadness

I mean, who GLARES at people anymore? Can you be man enough to tell me what the fuck I did wrong? Plus, he's my chill buddy. The one who never gets mad at anything. 0.o

okay maybe, just MAYBE, my feelings for him as a friend are jumbled up with my feelings for him as a hottie. THAT'S BESIDES THE POINT. the point is that he's a guy, and guys don't get periods so HE HAS NO EXCUSE FOR ACTING LIkE A LITTLE BITCH. (an extremely good looking bitch...) and also I did absolutely nothing wrong and im not about to apologise for being myself. humph

Problem is, my mouth's too big and I have this urge to tell him to wear a pad and eat some chocolate. While I glare at HIM. Yeah, that'll show him!