I'VE FALLEN AND I CAN'T GET UP

I'm sorry if like 90% of this is indescipherable fangirling I really am but I just cannot deal with all of these feelings right now.
RONNIE
AND MAX
IN AN INTERVIEW
TOGETHER
TALKING ABOUT THEIR FRIENDSHIP
AND IT'S ONLY PART ONE OF THREE I CAN'T HANDLE THIS KAKIHSBCMDLKSDJ
Alright, now that we've got that out of the way - I really am so proud of Max for getting sober and getting his shit together. Some of the stories he told there were truly heartbreaking, and I'm so glad he's not in that dark of a place anymore. I can't even imagine how hard it was for him - the withdrawals being so bad he wished he were dead, yet still doing it anyways.
The best part, though, was definitely Ronnie's reactions to what he had to say. He looked so genuinely concered and grateful that Max was okay and seeing them together again was amazing. They seemed so happy, and I'm so proud of them for that. I really hope they can become as good friends again as they ised to be, that would make my life.
Also, I may die of feelings watching two more of those. So sorry.
"I hated him because I loved him so much."
These two just kill me.