Disgusting

My reflection sickens me. It’s the most complex, confusing thing. Well, not the most, I’m just being a dramatic teenager with insecurity issues - just like any other girl my age. Even so, that realization won’t stop me from ranting about my hatred for my reflection.

I look into the mirror, and what do I see? Messy, poofy, thick, dead-end infested hair that’s been dyed too much, not to mention the mousy-coloured roots growing in on the top. I see weird eyebrows that have to be filled in, otherwise I look like a man. I see a large, wrinkly forehead. I see acne on my skin in the most obvious places. I see off-white teeth and I see a hugehead.

I see a weird, un-proportioned body. I see breasts much too small, I see thighs much too big, I see a nasty fucking stomach that makes me look pregnant at times, where a flat stomach should be. I see disgusting hands/fingers and to go along with that, just as disgusting feet/toes.

I hate everything about the way I look, and I always will. I’ll never be satisfied, and it sucks.
August 7th, 2013 at 08:54am