am i that weak? (may contain swearing)

OKAY WELL NOT MANY PEOPLE KNOW I GOT INTO A FIGHT!!!! Yeah but I'm weak as fuck so the tall guy that beat me into a plup won.....

The only reason that i did it he was bad mouthing me and my bf. So yeah he pushed me so i pushed him back then i fell because i can't fight >.<
I'm getting pissed off with this school thing and everything can't they just home school everyone then no one would have to fight with fist..... okay back on topic.
So he beat my ass. I'm hurt..... not badlly but i have a black eye, a busted lip, sping wrist and ankle... All the guy had was a bruise.
WHAT THE FUCK!!!!! WHEN DID I BECOME THAT WEAK!!!! WHATS WRONG WITH ME!!!! IS THERE SOMETHING WRONG WITH MY BODY OR SOMETHING OR IS IT MY MIND!!!
I KNOW I'M SHORT BUT DAMN!!!!
GRRRRRRRRRRRR I HATE THIS SO BAD!!!!!!

I'M GONNA KILL HIM!!!

Oh yeah then my bf luaghed at me and called me an idoit.... i feel like one..... thanks dillion thanks for luaghing at me and making me feel bad

love you give kinky cat kisses for me <3