Im Not Into This

im not enjoying this whole school thing. Im just about done being here at all. sure i have a few things to look forward to.. but not much anymore. Especially if we have to move to Georgia. Which there is a very good chance of happening. I dont wanna leave my Taylor or Micheal, theyre like my family. I dont wanna go. If things cone to worse, im going to ask my mom about moving in with Micheal.
On the bright side im still going to see Taylor this weekend. Were going camping for four days and were sharing our own tent. Nothing bad is going to happen like adulty nasty stuff but im finally going to get to hold her and tell her that i love her in person. Im really exited but it hurts because this could be the last time that i get to see her. Like ever. I need her. Seriously she keeps me happy when i dont think i can be anymore
and she needs me. We keep each other going and i dont know what i would do without her.