Burnt Out

Okay so the week has been fucked up. It's so fucking hard to balance your social life and school, and it is just eating me alive right now. Teachers are giving all this crap we've gotta do in short amounts of time, he groups us anyways but that is just worse because not all people in the group cooperate.

And I'm really competitive, I hate losing and I just don't like the taste of defeat. It sucks.

Well anyway, we won. Hurray. But it took a lot of writing, acting, improvisation and no fucking sleep. jfc.

I look horrible now because of the activities, reports, acting shit, idek man.

My friends (who are from different departments), sleep over. I could never say no to them.
We never see each other that much. Even though my eyes are rolling backwards, I still try hard to just laugh it off and shit like that.

AAND now finally, I'm supposed to be reviewing for a major exam that we'll be having, but I just couldn't bring my self to do it. I've had no sleep, I look terrible and there is still so much to do.

But I am happy though. My friends keep my sanity on level, I think I would've broke if it wasn't for them. ALL of them. Even though I rant about how people in my life like Valerie piss me off, I still love them either way.

Okay. I have to go.
LotsaLoveandShitXOXOXO
August 29th, 2013 at 04:02am