Relationships & Another Guy

Soo guys.

I'm in a relationship. But, I don't know if I'm in it with the right person.

He's nice & all. But I can never carry on a conversation with him. Plus, I told him about my poetry & he didn't even ask to read any of it or anything. He doesn't even talk to me anymore. I don't think his hearts in it. I don't even think it ever was, & honestly, I'm tired of trying with him.

I just don't know how, or even when to break it to him. I NEVER see him in person. So, do I just randomly text him or something? I haven't heard from him in about a week so far. & when I do he acts like it's nothing. It makes a girl wonder, you know?

Also, this guy I've been talking to long before I even met him things are starting to get heavy. We talk online cause his phone sucks. He's in college at the moment, the same college my father goes to, but he still finds time to talk to me.

He usually gets on around 10pmish & we message eachother till 12 or 1am. It's cute really, cause he has to get up pretty early for school. We talk about anything. Conversation just seems so easy with him. & today he mentioned his "crush" & I actually felt extremely jealous.

I dunno. I like him, but I'm with someone else. God, I feel like a player. & fudge, I'm not pretty enough to be a player.

Any thoughts all?