Help ..?

whoa i haven't been on here in a while. i've never written a blog, either, so i apologize in advance if i do it wrong.

so here's the problem i'm hoping someone can help me with, i haven't written in months. i've been going through some very difficult times, and writing/reading are usually my escape. but it's been so bad, i just haven't been motivated to put in any effort. lately, i have been eating, breathing, and living music. i stay in my room for days at a time, doing nothing but listening to music. i don't really have anyone to talk to, so i was hoping i could come here. this website used to be my 'go-to' for everything, i've posted so much here, and have read some beautiful stories and poems. what i'm trying to accomplish by writing this, is to get at least one person to inspire me, or give me the slightest bit of motivation to write again. i'll most certainly take requests. i miss it so much, but i just need a little push to help get me rolling again.