Well.. now what?

So my girlfriend and I have split up...
It makes me sad... It was my home...she was my home..
And all she does is push me further and further away..

Not sure what to do....other than get Fucked up everyday..

I wanna go back to my old ways...but I don't know...id like to live a little longer..if I even care about that sort of them..

My best friend went back to the army so...I'm alone....again...
Back to square fuckin one....

Fuck...
At the same time I feel him smiling at me from the depths..

Fuck...I guess..its like it never happened...only my old best friend who was my neighbor..moved with his btch...
No one to keep me company.....
No one to talk too...
Just the dark...