I Hate Everyday Life

At school, everyone has an opinion. I understand that, but when everyone's opinion is the same about you then it's a hard fact. So that's it. I'm ugly. I knew this for years like since I was 7 (I'm 16 now).
Only a few people say they think I'm pretty which they don't. 99% of people think I'm ugly. That 1% is my mom, boyfriend, and friends.
I wear a size small. I asked my friends (who are guys) what size they think I wear? They said a medium.
I asked my friends (who are girls) what size they think I wear? They said small.
We all know girls lie to their friends. So I look like a medium, but I'm a small.
So I'm fat and ugly. Thank you for making my self esteem drop lower then it was. I honestly don't think I had/ have a self esteem anyway.
My whole life I've been the ugly one that always compared myself to others which didn't help me. Plus I'm untalented.
So all in all, what do I have to live for? The inevitability of life getting worse and harder to bare. Or hope that things will get better.
October 24th, 2013 at 06:05pm