Skin

Nothing hurts more than when the person that's supposed to understand you, can't because they will never be able to and you even hope that they never would have to, even though all you want is for someone to hold you and tell you that they really do understand, and that it's going to be okay, and Nothing is more lonely.

There is one thing that hurts more...when they tell you ,"there are other people in the world that have it worse than you", and the saddest part about it is they are really trying to help you, but they can't even fathom the pain they just cause you.

Because right then, in your own little world, nothing can compare to the hurt that you feel in the very bones of your existence.

Because you are not the person that is suffering more than you.

Because you are you and it's your life and you are still trying to figure out how to be comfortable in your own skin.

And the only reason why you even got into a relationship in the first place was because you thought they'd be there for you and understand your pain.

But they don't. And you don't want to break their heart.

Because no one deserves to suffer in their skin.
November 4th, 2013 at 04:48am