secrets come out

let me tell you why to never let your parents get a hold of your phone.
Today my mom borrowed my phone for go knows what and she decided to go through my messages. (bloody Christ woman , i love you but give me room to be me) i know your probably thinking i got caught with something. well you're right and wrong. i told close friend of mine a really deep secret that i've never told anyone else i know. not even her. now shes walking around mopey and sad. there's nothing i can do really. i wont go into depth about what the tale was that i told him of. but yes . i have no idea what t do and apparently i need to talk. as i'm typing i'm trying to figure a way to avoid that. i've spent many of my years bottling it up and leaving it a memory, but as of late her and my aunt want me to talk. i've been fighting many internal battles lately and i'm always in so much pain and don't know where to tun. i'm thinking of heading back to my dark corner...at leas it kept me happy.