Its Sad when your used.

I woke up This morning at 7 am.
Happy and tired. My parents left and I was feeling froggy so I got onto the forbidden website -
Facebook. I got logged in anxiously. Smiling :D
I went to Jackson's page. Only to get hurt. worse than I ever could. I didn't think my boyfriend would be so careless.
There will only be one name on here I wont hide other than my own. Aiana. Jackson is flirting with Aiana. I cannot describe the heartbreak and ruin I feel. Numerous I love yous. Numerous Babe are you there. So much pain. The world was wrong in telling me i'd be okay. Because i'll admit.
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I am Not okay.