read at your own risk idk
I have been listening to sad dream a lot lately. It's by sky Ferriera Idk but it's one of my favourite songs, now. Sky Ferreira is like perfection. asdfghjkl
Anyway, I feel very insecure right now because I stepped in the scale and I literally fainted. (Not really) I really hate myself right now. I think this weight thing as really taken over my life. I am so sorry. I lied to my parents and everyone else that I was better but now all I want to do is not eat for like the rest of my life. (I know okay?) ugh. I literally want to die though.
I finished all of my exams sort of (I just have a playing test thingy tomorrow. I'm going to fail music that's for sure.) I was kinda stressed but not. I really want to find out my marks.(!!!!) I hope I don't fail all of my other courses. My mom has been really on me and my gpa. Like stop. I don't care. She's really annoying.
I am sorry I haven't updated like any stories. (I know, I suck) I have like no ideas to write as usual. But I do have one but I really don't know how to start it or the title. My idea was like two people (or lovers) who write letters to each other. idk I think I have started way to many stories already. (I feel like it's probably going to be pretty lame or boring...............)Tell me what you think!
I hope you have a great week,
Chloe xo