Sometimes Being With An Older Man Can Be Hard.

It's not that my parents hate him. They like him. But my dad did kinda have a point last night.

I'm a student. I'm only nineteen. Jerry is 32. I get that is a huge gap but my dad's 53 so I find it ok. It'd be different if he was forty.

Jerry has been engaged in the past. I don't really care. But he is that age where you think he would like to start a family. Again, I'm only 19. I get the feeling from him that he wants to at least have me move in with him (though we have only been together for like two months.)

He knows I don't believe in marriage and he doesn't care. I think his mom knows too cuz of what I said on New Years. I kinda hinted a bit but I think she got it but his parents wouldn't care either.

My dad asked last night, "What if he wants kids?"

I don't know.... I mean, I'm just a kid myself right? I'm still in school. I'm a freshman in college. I'm just starting the "adult world".

I dunno, bro.

mooshbye.