Should have killed me when you had the chance

That ship has sunk, I tried to move on and i tried to let go, but i sunk to the bottom where all the world can forget me. I said id stay here waiting, i set my anchor down, but when i tried to leave i ended up drowning, now im far below and if i wanted i couldn't go. My decisions have led me here, but my feelings chained me here.

I know you wanted me to give up, to move on to someone else, but it isn't my choice and if i could have, id have done it for you. Im sorry for coming back and making complications again, just forget about me and find what makes only you happy. Im sorry i couldn't have been around for your birthday, you know id have been there for you if it was only that simple. please don't let me screw your life anymore, and don't let him either, hes still a sack of shit. If murder was legal he would be dead in a week.

i miss you i want you i lost you i found you i loved you i met you i saw you i knew you i hated you i cried over you i upset you i hurt you i sat with you i left you i stole you i laughed with you i held you id die for you.

Im sorry
February 18th, 2014 at 11:45am