Oh The Joy

For the past month I have been contemplating many things for the fact that me and my now ex have separated. Although, it wasn't the typical breakup.

Ever since the beginning of us dating he has cheated on me. we dated for a little over a year and he had cheated on me 6 different times that I am aware of.
The last time was enough for me, because it was with my cousin. I hate being a forgiving person.
We broke up 3-7-14 and he just came to get his stuff tonight. He also gave me only one thing and kept the rest of my stuff.
He gave me a letter that says ( wrote it exactly how he did.)
"Alli im in pain losing site of you and yes its true I love you but I wanna move on from you. But maybe in a different prospective you could see why im saying goodbye not just for me but for you. im a dick. alli I know it and I've changed a lot in the time we were apart I need a girl that is close to me and far from you. I will always love you but Alli . im lose my mind your to far away and someone else is taking my heart
~im sorry alli~
I NEED SOMEONE LIKE ME LIKES WHAT I LIKE SOMEONE WHO SUPPORTS MY DREAMS HELL SHE CAN EVEN HELP ME WITH THEM SHE PLAYS DRMS SHE IS HELP ALOT WITH MY DREAMS!!!

I know you will never see this or know how I feel. "

Idk how to handle that note?
someone help!