I'm Depressed...

And I don't understand why?
Here are some reasons I think, the causing of my depression:
+ We watched the 9/11 movie and i lived in Ny, and I thought i lost my dad. And plus I knew like 15 people that died.
+Eric has been slamming me in to lockers brosing my arm
+MY science Teacher is a bitch.
+ My s.s teacher is a Rapist bitch.
+The Guy I like is a jerk.
+ My Dad has been away alot and We've been getting along (I should be happy but he's never here any more)
+ Eric is being Fake, and Annoying
+ My friend Alex is being Annoying, all he goes is "I wanna go to GSA but I can't! I can't!" Why Alex! "Because i can't!" D=
+ School
+ I've been extremely tired lately

Look in my eyes
I'm jaded now whatever that means
by sharing these things
I rip my heart out
it's worth my time
whatever that means...so

hard to see up
my neck feels stiff until I wake up
the orange I choked
and back to my neck
it's worth my time
whatever that means....so

I guess I'm just randomly depressed, and i don't get to see Anissa as much as I would like to. I've been Bi-polar lately. And no afence but I don't want Eric to come to the GSA or the JCC, It's the time I get to get away from him. Seeing him mostly every period, gets really annoying. He's cool but get annoying easily. I'm happy I get to see Anissa in the GSA and JCC :]

share with me
cause I need it right now
let me see your insides
or write me off
cause I'd rather starve now
if you won't open up

give it to me
give me all... whatever you want
it's never been me
to want this much from you
I can see
Yeah

I want every one to just SHUT UP!
They just keep talking
Keep breathing down my neck
Holding my throut
Just shut up!
Before you Tear me up!
look in my eyes
I'm jaded now whatever that means
by sharing these things
I rip my heart out
it's worth my time
whatever that means......

I'm Bicurious, and my sister is Bisexual. I'm scared to comfront her about it. And I'm scared, that I'm just scared...

I rather Stavre now:
Jen Jen

PS: Cam has been Flirting and hugging me Lately...? o.O