Oh!

HAHAHAHA.
She's egging it onnnn..
I can feel it at the edges of my mind, the blackness.
That same blackness that has followed in my shadow through out my life..
Oh but she... But SHE!
Oh how it would be so easy.. to let the blackness spread through the rest of my mind..while she stands there in front of me..
Oh it would be.....So easy.
But noo... BUT NOOO

The egging... the provoking..
The insults... the same pointless fucking put-down-lectures.

The. Same. Bull. Shit..

But oh, the doors are creaking on their hinges..
The blackness has never been more flustered...than now..
Can I even control this..

Who cares..
SHE IS GOING TO HAVE THE TIME OF HER LIIIIIIIFE!!!
The party will be so BIG!
She will. love. it.
To death.

HAHAHA, Im sooo fucking FUNNY!
RIGHT?!
HA- FUCKING- HA!!!!!!!!!!!!

The edges...
Oh their so rugged.
Jagged.
Like the teeth..
Of a demon.

So sharp..
So weak..

I. Am. not.

I am not weak...
I am not..
I am not useless..
I am not nothing!..
I am not....

I. am. NOT!

I WILL NOT!
BE RIDICULED!
BY YOU!
The likes of you... make me SICK.

The darkness...is coming. Mother.